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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love Zac Efron too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

hearts talking.

Cbox recomended, perhaps w counter.

alternative exits.

my mother
my sister
my friend
my puppy

my days, not yours.

March 2009
April 2009
May 2009

thank you.

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Friday, May 29, 2009

fuck!

i ate.

i ate so much today..

breakfast: 2 pieces of bread with peanut butter

lunch:mcchicken & coke

dinner:rice

god its too much!

my stomache really hurts now..

yuck..

i feel so disgusted..

& so i've decided to start my 'diet' : eating watever daddy gives for breakfast,then eating only 2 biscuits for the rest of the whole day & probably lettuce or smth..

i wanna see how long i can last on this diet.

i have to prove tht i have control over atleast SMTH in life.

this is how i rebel.

i cant show it out to *****,but i'll show him tht i will go against him.

i will not listen to him..

perfection is the only important thing ever.

a life without perfection is a life with dreams unfulfilled.

an imperfect body reflects an imperfect person.

"I am your butter and your bread. The voice that's in your head. I'll take you in and fill you up with a lack of being fed" -Ana

An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist but ordinary's just not good enough today

Ask me to show you perfect and I will show you a thin person.

Starving is an example of excellent will power

Bones are clear and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite.

Anyone can have inner beauty. But very few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.

Hunger hurts, but starving works!

Starving is not pain, it's the cure.

Every time you say "No Thank you", You say " Yes Please" to Thin.

Giving in to food shows weakness, be strong and you will be better than everyone else.

Don't give up what you want most for what you want at the moment.

The difference between want and need is self-control

Pain is only as real as you allow it to be

i will reach perfection,i will be in control.

i will not listen to wat ppl tell me abt my eating habits.

how would they noe wat its like??

fuck,they wouldnt noe how its like to look in the mirror & hate wats looking back.

disgusted.

angry.

depressed.

afraid.

i will never end this,cos i noe tht this is not a diet,its a lifestyle.

i will make this change & everything else will fall into place.

everything will then be perfect.



P.S MY BIRFDAE IS ON THE 4TH OF JUNE.
THURSDAY.





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